Ugh.

Sometimes...
I feel so betrayed and hurt.
Sometimes it feels as if I have had been SO hurt that I don't even try to touch the wound anymore.
It's not even a wound, it's a GASH and no one even cares even to try and make it better.
I am so done putting in all the effort, I have given up trying.
I am so done putting up with everyone's shit.
I am so sick of looking like the bad person.
I am NOT the bad person.
No one even cares about me.
No one truly even cares about me.
Because the people I thought once cared about me the most...
well it was all a lie.
Everything was a lie.
It was silly of me to believe it wasn't.
Everyone ends up leaving in the end.
And everyone ends up stabbing you right in the heart right before they leave too.