"Preoccupied"

Arg, ever since I started going to private school, I've been so busy. -_- I miss writing in my blog, and just like venting my feelings :'( People at my private school are totally awesome. Well most of them are pretty...."okay", they're like into cliques and popularity, and into latest fashions and stuff. It's like some kind of "club" I'm just not in. It's so hard making a fresh start, cause you can't just change the person you were, it'll stick with you. I am stuck in the past, missing the people I have once held so dear, the promises that weren't kept. You never really know what it's like to be without someone, or something, until it's actually gone. :[ There's so much pressure now! It's like you think you can do this and that, but you get SO DISTRACTED MAN! You know, with walls, and...food....and walls...and paint on...walls. Hey we all get distracted by walls...OK I'M LEAVING! U GUYS ARE DISTRACTING ME WITH...walls....haha bye!