Moving

This whole year, so many of my beloved friends, have moved. I cried so much, knowing that they're probably not coming back, and even if they visit, it's just gonna be a teary afternoon, and they're off. It's like the picture I have of my friends. Just like the picture, the memories slowly fade, until you can't remember anything anymore. It's just so hard to let go. To just let go of the laughs, the hugs, the smiles, the hard times, the tears, to just let them go, is like waiting for the rain in a summer drought. Useless and disappointing. It just makes me depressed, to think that it's even possible to forget how they look like, how they sound like, how they were like. I miss them terribly, but I feel like they've already forgotten me. They in a new place, with new people, and new things to experience. I guess, that now they have their lives, and we have ours. I always hated it when people moved. It made me feel horrible. My friends were always the ones that supported me, encouraged me to do my best, show me how to have a good time. And each and everyone of them were special and unique to me. I'll never forget them. But I think that maybe, it's time to move on. I can't keep living in the past right?

Trying to be Nice

The new girl at our school, is older than us, bigger than us, snottier than us, and meaner than us. I tried to be nice, honestly, I did. I complimented her, told her how nice her clothes and nose ring [ gag me ] looked. And in return, she told me my clothes looked gay, that I'm really fat, and that I need to go on a diet. WHAT IS WRONG WITH HER? A lot of people find her rude and cruel. Some of her jokes, are meant to be funny, but it hurts other peoples feelings. She makes other people feel inferior, if they do not meet up to her standards. Newflash! NO ONE REALLY LIKES YOU! They like your fake nails, your hair, and maybe one or two will like your nose ring, [GAG ME]. But no one actually likes her. Her personality stinks, her humor is horrible, and the worst thing is...that she could've changed herself, or done something to make herself better. But she didnt. Maybe she just wasn't aware of her problems, like most of us are. Stuck in our own little fantasy world, thinking that all of these posers, are our friends. She can change her own destiny, or change herself, but if she doesn't do it soon, the damage is gonna be permanent. A scar on her life. It'll take a lot of work, to change herself, and make herself a better person, like most of us humans try to do, but you have to want this for yourself in order for you to be able to achieve anything.

Dieting

Whatever happened to good old fashioned, liking you for who you are? I'll tell you what, the 21st century came. Now it's all about, dieting, and make-up. Let me translate. Dieting = Starving yourself. Who cares if you break a nail? Seriously. Nowadays, everybody wears fake nails. Like I really want to paste shiny plastic onto me. People think they have to look skinny or pretty in order to be accepted by their peers. But the first step is accepting yourself. You shouldn't care about what people think of you, it's what you think of yourself that matters. Of course, I should also take my own advice, but you know me. In order to lose weight, you have to exercise regularly, and eat a balanced diet with lots of fiber. And here's the biggest tip of all....pie-eating is not considered a sport. Honestly, I don't care what people think of me. I'm just glad I'm not like those other, plastic-Barbie-wannabes.

Auditions

Ok, so I'm trying out for this talent show at school. Out of the whole entire pathetic public school, only 15 people can make it in. After being told many, many, MANY times by several different people who shall remane nameless, about how badly I sing, and how it's a talent show, where I should show my talents, I've signed up for auditions anyways. I think I sing pretty ok..ish... but I know I can do it...right?!?!?!? So maybe there's like nooooooooooooobody supporting me here, but as long as I tried my best, I'd say I've already won.