I can't force a smile upon your face,
I can only let you borrow mine,
And I can't cause good things to happen,
But I'll be damned if I didn't try,
In the dark without a sight,
Let me be your shining light,
So stop it,
I don't dare to hear these words you dare to speak,
1 is lonely,
2 is company,
3 is a crowd,
Put all your trust into me,
and I will never let you down,
I am here for you,
And I say it enough,
you let your guard down,
But your edges are still rough,
Strip down to your soul,
And I'll strip down to mine,
If you fall across the universe,
I'll be there for you on the otherside,
Let me brighten your soul,
Let me brighten your life,
Don't let me be a candle,
In the day time.

Your Own Sea.

You're drowning in your own depression,
My oh my, you're sinking deep,
Please make an effort to kick harder,
There's no ray of light from underneath,
I'd risk every second saving you,
For you're worth every second of my life,
I know you want authentic smiles,
But don't be your own sacrifice,
You're not yourself, but it's quite alright,
It's just the water flooding your mind,
But don't give up kicking,
Try harder, for me,
If you were to drown,
Then I would start sinking,
But I can't keep saving you,
If you only want to drown,
I know you can't help it,
But you won't help yourself,
So I beg you once more,
With my hand held out,
Please take it and trust me,
I'm not like everyone else.
Believe me, please,
For yourself and for me,
If you let yourself drown,
Then I'd be your company.

If There Is A God...

First of all, my family's not very religious, and I haven't gone to church since I was like, ohhh I don't know, maybe like 7 or 8? So I don't know a lot about God, I don't really know much about the bible either. I can't help it if I'm stuck with weird questions while I stare at the ceiling in my room. If I googled it, I probably wouldn't get the answer either, because well, I'm clueless. So my question to you is that, if there really is a God, how can he let such horrible things happen to people who don't deserve it? There are a lot of people who don't deserve to die, and my question is that, how can he let them? How can he let diseases like CANCER live? Is he trying to teach people a lesson? Because at what cost do we have to learn these lessons? I know God exists, and he's not just some myth to believe in, but I need to understand how he can let things happen to people who don't deserve it, when there are people (I'm not saying that they deserve it) but in a way they do. It sucks. Big time. And, where do people go when they die? If God forgives everyone for their sins, then wouldn't we all just be crowding eachother in Heaven? I don't knowwwwwwwwww. I'm soooooooooooooo confuseddddd. I guess sometimes I see someone in my family suffer, and I just can't help but to think, damn, it should've been me.