Run, Don't Walk.

Haven't you ever just wanted something exciting to come and just interrupt your thoughts. To paint the walls of your head with colors of the rainbowwww. Well today, is just NOT one of those days. Nothing new has disrupted my thoughts. Nothing amazing has brought brilliance to my eyes. The only thing I see is the irritation killing everything around me. I want to go in to some corner and just be FRUSTRATED. Because that is what I totally FREAKING AM RIGHT NOW. FRUSTRATED AND PISSED AT THIS WHOLE GODDAMN WORLD. I want someone to come and talk to me. And not have any issues and just TALK to me, and make me laugh. Make me SMILE. And if you can't do that, then just please, PLEASE DON'T EVEN TALK TO ME. I hate waiting, I hate it SO MUCH I want to CRY when I have to wait more than a second to hear a reply. I have waited for things ALL my life, and I don't want to anymore. I am TIRED of it. So if you don't answer me quickly, then just leave me the HELL alone. If you can't answer the phone when I call, don't BOTHER ever calling me. And really, if you can't even just leave a message or something, then why WHY are you my friend? Honestly I don't even know why I'm mad. SO MAD. Maybe because it feels like I'm waiting on the world. Like I'm waiting for someone to keep up the same pace as me. You know? Someone who can reply like LIGHTNING and just be there for me to never miss a second of anything. Every minute you don't answer me, it's a minute wasted. Wasted on waiting. And I hate that. I HATE it. So please, PLEASE world. GIVE me a break. And find someone to keep up the pace with me. Because if noone can, I'll just run circles around the Earth until I find someone who can. Is it that hard to find that quality in someone? Answering me quickly? Maybe it sounds like I want to be a top priority. I don't know, am I a top priority, to anyone? Does someone pay all their attention to me? Maybe I just want attention. ALL of someone's attention. I just want someone to keep up with me. 

"Run don't walk, the sky is falling through."

Completely Irritable.

Hot long days make me irritated.

Waiting makes me irritated.

PEOPLE make me irritated.

So today is hot. And long. And irritating. Everything is irritating about it. What irritates me the most is when people don't answer you right away. Or when you don't really....oh my god what's the word for it. Waiting. Yea, that's it. Honestly. Waiting. Really? I, I HATE waiting. I am no princess. OBVIOUSLY. I don't have servants that wait on me hand and foot. But really, if I have to wait for anything one more time, I'm going to end up flinging myself off a cliff. Might as well cut to the chase, instead of having a slow and painful death waiting to die. Excuse me while I pleasantly go kill myself by jumping off a cliff. I'd rather do that then let this slow irritation SLOWLY irritate me to death. Mr. Irritation, if you're going to kill me, couldya doit a lil faster here?

51 +

I'm adding on to my list, but I didn't want to continue on the same post. Soooo here it goes.

1. If you fucked up, don't try to make excuses for yourself.
2. If something is your fault, then just admit it. Tell her you're sorry, and she'll forgive you. It's that easy.
3. Never leave a girl mad, and never leave things just as they are. Don't even think about leaving until you've fixed things.
4. Sometimes you need more than just an apology to be forgiven.
5. Girls will feel horrible, even when it isn't their fault.
6. Know when to let go of everything.
7. Girls need time to forgive you, don't just apologize a billion times in 5 minutes, I'm sorry should be used in moderation just as well.
8. Always remember the first rule. Saying something sweet will temporarily get you off the hook, but doing something sweet will always get you off the hook.

That's it for now. I'll keep posting later.

My List.

Ok, so you know how you always see those lists of what girls what guys to know, and things that guys should do? WELL, I decided to make my OWN list. I mean, I am a blog aren't I? I have to take part in this special rituals ;)

1. Saying something nice will temporarily get you off the hook, but doing something incredibly nice will always get you off the hook.
   
2. Anything you girlfriend tells you, she told YOU. She didn't tell your friends, so why should you?
3. Girls absolutely hate waiting, and the sad thing is, they've probably waited for you to call once before, so just spare them now, and just CALL.
4. It's always nice to call, or email or something once in a while, to show that you care.
5. Although a girl will want to pay half for everything, to her friends, it will always seem like you're a jerk for not paying for her.
6. If you're girlfriend doesn't want to do something, don't push her to do it. 
7. If you're girlfriend tells you, "You don't get it.", than trust me, YOU DON'T GET IT.
8. Girls PMS, and they have shitty days, so get over it. 
9. Girls don't only want to be complimented, why don't you actually DO something to show her how much you love her.
10. Don't act upset or sad around her, you'll down her mood.
11. Don't always push her to do what you want to do, let her be a girl sometimes.
12. If she hit you, she has a good reason.
13. It will NEVER be okay to scoop her. NEVER EVER.
14. Don't make fun of the things she likes. If she likes stupid music, let her like it. 
15. If she isn't comfortable around your friends, don't always have her be around your friends.
16. Don't always ask her to come to you, maybe you should go to her sometimes.
17. Try to be interested in what she's interested in. If she has a soccer game, try and go. 
18. Don't tell her she looks pretty only when she's wearing a dress or something, tell her she looks the best when she feels at the worst.
19. Don't be so uptight and serious around her! Let loose.
20. DON'T SHOW OFF. It's not even worth showing off if she doesn't care.
21. Don't have an ego. Make your girlfriend a top priority, if she's not one she'll know. 
22. Don't even THINK about forgetting her birthday. 
23. Don't get her something stupid for her birthday. Always try to pick up those little things she mentions once. 
24. PAY ATTENTION. Don't wander like an idiot. 
25. Never laugh AT your girlfriend. Trust me, she won't laugh back.
26. If there's an awkward silence, don't wait for her to fill it up. SAY SOMETHING.
27. I love you means so much more when it's in person. Don't wait until you're alone or online to tell her.
28. Girls like to joke around, you'll know when they're serious.
29. Your girlfriend will never enjoy being around your ex girlfriend. Your ex girlfriend is always a hoe. 
30. In a fight, your ex girlfriend will never right. So never defend her.
31. Girls can be mean, but don't tell her that. Telling her she said something mean, will just make her feel really self conscious.
32. Girls will always hear about the things that you told your friends. ALWAYS.
33. Girls want to hear the cute stuff that you would never think about telling them. So just tell them.
34. Don't EVER look in their bags. They have GIRL stuff.
35. Memorize your girlfriend's phone number. 
36. Have a way for your girlfriend to always reach you. Whether it's a phone or something.
37. ALWAYS ANSWER YOUR PHONE. If a girl actually CALLS you and you're NOT there, she won't want to call you again!
38. Plan something sweet everyday. Whether you wrote her a song, or a poem, or you just have something sweet planned, try to do something everyday. She'll love you forever.
39. Don't take a long to answer on a phone or take a long time to REPLY TO AN EMAIL or REPLY TO AN INSTANT MESSAGE.
40. Don't take long showers, or a long time doing anything, because she'll be waiting.
41. I love you too should ALWAYS be the reply to I love you. If you say something like Ok, or Allright, she will MURDER YOU IN HER HEAD.
42. If you think something would embarrass her.... DON'T DO IT DUMBSHIT.
43. Do the stupid silly things with her.
44. Learn to express how you feel about her. Find new wonderful cute things to say to her. You're pretty and awesome get old. 
45. The guys should always lean first. (*cough* You know. LEAN?)
46. If you BOUGHT her something. You BOUGHT it for her. Don't ever EVER even think of saying something like, but remember that time I bought you that sweater?! You owe me now!
47. DON'T ASK GIRLS TO PAY YOU BACK! It's kind of rude. Uhm. Yea. Just rude. Unless it's over like 50 dollars, don't keep reminding her.
48. It might not be her birthday or christmas, and just because you're not rich, doesn't mean that a small present wouldn't be cute right? Like, always pick out the small things she mentions once. Her pencil breaks? GO BUY HER A NEW ONE. : D But ONLY if it's cute. x]
49. Let her diss your friends. BUT THEN DON'T TELL YOUR FRIENDS.
50. Never tell a girl that she is taking too long to do something. ESPECIALLY makeup. And don't try to rush her. 
51. Most importantly, when she says goodbye and leaves, she's not just saying goodbye. She's trying to see if you'll come running after her. 

Feel free to comment. 

Perfect Moments are like Lemons.

Sooooo.

Today we went to go see Danceflick. Which I TOTALLY recommend seeing because it is SUPER funny. I mean like, EVERYTHING is funny to me, but this was exceptionally funny. Which totally means something coming from me.      ;)

He was there and it was insanely insane. In a good way. So we were holding hands through the whole movie and it was just perfect. There was one part of the day where he was kind of paranoid about other people, so he would pull away when I tried to hold his hand, but I totally understand, because I can be paranoid a lot too. So it's not even a big deal. x] So then we're holding hands during the movie and even though I'm grossing myself out from having sweaty hands, he doesn't even care which is pretty damn sweet. And now I'm enjoying just being with him even more, which I couldn't even imagine that being possible! I just love being close to him and everything :] He's lovable. And we even had this one perfect moment. It was so adorably cute, because it was just like in that one moment of time I just loved him so incredibly much. I almost thought we were going to kiss :-o But I didn't want to make the first move or anything, because I consider some things, just 'guy' things to do, you know? But I'm fine nothing happened, because I probably would have broken his nose :/ I mean HONESTLY PEOPLE, which way do you tilt your head? Lol, so many random thoughts :/ But these things will just *happpennnn* and it will be amazing. : D I mean life only hands you so little perfect moments :) Hahah this is not fair. Why does he have to be so perfect? :] And all I can do is document how much I love him. Well, this is it for now, thinking about him makes my heart beat just a little bit too fast. 

My favorite quote :

"They all ask me what's so special about him but I don't tell them because I'm afraid they'll fall in love too." 

An Inside Joke.

No, I'm not laughing at you.

No, I'm not laughing with you.

No, no one made a joke.

No, I'm not just being ditzy. 

But my heart faints at your encounter,

My head is wrapped around every syllable of every word you say,

At first, 

All I can manage to do,

is curve my lips into a smile,

Inside I can barely hear my own thoughts,

And I can't help to stifle a giggle,

Until my eyes are completely enlightened by the brilliance of your presence,

Glowing with happiness,

It's building up inside of me uncontrollably,

And in the end,

I'm bursting out with laughter,

You ask me what I could ever possibly be laughing at,

and I can only say,

" Like I would ever tell you. "

:)

Summer Rain.

Our love is like summer rain,

Unpredictable but anticipated,

Neither the warmth of the sun,

Nor the chilled rainy dew drops alone,

Could ever feel as amazing as,

where both ends  meet.

Some people fear summer rain,

Hiding under umbrellas and ponchos,

But I stood in the summer rain,

Completely vulnerable.

And I knew you were the one,

because you stood there with me,

and we held hands,

all through the summer rain.

<3

Sooooo we've been going out for 5 days.

*Dorky smiley faceeeee*

Anddd I am absolutely *glowinggggg* with happiness :] Ahhh he's absolutely perfect, and I'm perfectly unperfect which makes everything perfectly perfect :D I may not be a math person but I am suchhh a logic person. I would say that the only fantaztimo thing about being a writer, is that I can almost-kindof-sorta-notreally-butclose describe 1/8th of how much I love him and whyyyyyyy. I mean for one thing, he wants me to be happy! And he tries to do whatever makes me happy, but all I want to do is be with him and I'm already happy, I don't need anything elseee. So then we're both being completely passive wanting to do whatever the other person wants to do, and I love it. x] 

I just sooperdydooperdy wish that everything I'm feeling can just put itself into words, so I can showwwww him that he means like the world to me! And when he's gone I feel insanely bummed and am on the verge of counting the minutes, which by the way I have only done once. Or twice... *Shining Angel Halo*

And when I see him my heart practically starts beating like I'm having a seizure or something, but you know play it cool. B-) On the inside I'm secretly freaking out though :] And when we're holding hands I'm pretty much like dying on the inside, because he's absolutely perrrrfect. 

So basically,

I don't want to be with him.

I neeeed to be with him.

Haven't you heardd? I told him I loved him :] Which means I get to keep him foreverrrr and always.

In Love, Part 2 :p

Lol, I know how much you miss my pointless ranting, but I'm just going to carry one to this post about how much I love him :] 

Haha, ok so we went to this playground the other day and it was so much fun :) There's this like Ginormostastic banyan tree and me, him, and my friend were all sitting in it and it was super chill and fun. And then he sat next to me and we held hands, and then again I had that really stupid look on my face. 

Ok I just have to explain this. 

Why do I have this stupid weird face when I look at him?

Like I was saying, ahhh it's unbelievable that someone can like me like he does :] And so then when I look at him while we're holding hands, I'm just super STARSTRUKKED and first I just look kind of sad, because I know eventually he has to leave, then I smile, because I'm so incredibly happy on the inside that he's with me that I'm just smiling and glowing :) , and what you don't understand is that I might be like JUMPING up and down like I LOVE YOU *JUMPJUMPJUMP* but on the inside it feels A-MAZING. Like your head is completely cleared from useless shit and you're absolutely oblivious to everything else, and you're just happy in the moment and just happy.And then I dunno I just start LAUGHING. I think I laugh because I know I look stupid, but that I'm just smiling and I'm so happy that it just like overwhelms me and I just have to start laughing, and it's like I'm laughing at some secret little joke that I would never tell him about :] 

i lalalove youuuu <3

Haha, that's nice :]

Isn't it super weird how like it seems like I talk about different guys alot, but actually it's reallyyy far spread apart? Lol. Ok, sooo blog, I'm kind of going out with this guy. And he's the nicest, sweetest guy ever. And of course, I never use names ;) Yea so first of all, I'm not like used to or 'am good at' being alone with like one person. It's not awkward, because nothing ever is, things are just weird. But when we're alone:

1.) I feel like someone is gonna see us and just be like O.O wowzerz.

And 2.) When I'm with him I'm SUPER happy and like, well he doesn't know how happy, because it's wayyyy to hard to explain it in comprehendible words, but like I'm so happy inside that when I say something it just comes out as like "I...uhm...H-.....uhm...." And then I smile REALLY big, because that's the best I can do. I'm a writer you know? I should be able to say all this mushycorny stuff that I want to say, but when I'm with him I'm just so incredibly star struck that I can't even say a thing.

I feel horrifically horrible! Because he wants us to be alone, but I'm just so used to being social with a big group, but he's seriously the sweetest person ever :] Like I was born with this thing and my hands will sweat ALOT ALOT, hyperhidrosis, and so I was like, oh I don't want to hold hands because I don't want to gross you out, but he's so nice and he's like well I don't care and we hold hands anyways, and I'm super happy, even though I know he's secretly grossed out, but it's just so niceeee :] And so we're holding hands, and we're sitting down, and I give him this really stupid look that I have when I'm with him, I just smile a lot, laugh a lot, and it's like I'm laughing at a joke that he'll never figure out, because he won't know how much I love him :]

Love love love love love love love.

Finally, someone who loves the unwuvable.

:)

Stay happy, stay clean, stay freshhhh

Don't be mad

GET GLAD :D

:[

The most depressing thing to witness is to see a boy and girl that love each other so much.

And you wish you were the girl.

And you wish he was the guy.

Because he is the guy.

Unleash the Beast Within.

Ok. So. I'm kind of the incredible hulk. I get angry and hurt incredibly easy, and when I'm angry, oh lord, I am FREAKIN' ANGRY.  Especially with my family, who should have more common sense and be a little more, hm.... CONSIDERATE? But yea, it doesn't matter, I mean it's just me right? Right, right. Sometimes I feel like I could just get my laptop and just throw it at a window, or just punch a wall or just punch SOMEONES' FACE. Seriously I can get so irritated and this Little Miss Sunshine wants to set everyone on fire. How ironic. 

I literally have to chain myself down and put myself in a straight suit to keep me from killing the irritating. There are the irritating and the irritable, I'm pretty much part of both, but I am like incredible hulk irritable. I can seriously feel myself breathing hard, and like biting down on my tongue to keep myself from saying all the nasty shit that we all know that I'm totally capable of saying. I have a blog don't I? I swore to God that I'm not a psycho bitch, but hey, things change right?

Oh geez.

Ok, so the person I thought was absolutely perfect was absolutely NOT. Like isn't is funny how you think you're totally in love with someone until you spend just one day with them, and you're just like oh....oh wow.....oh geez....uhm..yeaaaaaaa. No. Mr. Perfect is such a player. He's like :/ a mini pimp. Needa visual?

Ok.

Picture this : 3 Musketeers bar. Everyone LOVES 3 musketeers bars, and people don't mind sharing 3 musketeers bars, like a pimp. Now picture a mini 3 musketeers bar. Still the same lovable 3 musketeers bar, just mini sized, and just not quite there yet. 

But close.

Now, that's what he's like. He's a mini pimp. Not quite a pimp, but a pimp, except he still has some innocence left. 

Hahahah.

Mini pimps.

Look at what our world is reduced to.

So yea.

I'm once again:

Single and Crushless.

I'm Cringle.

Damn.

Ugh, FML.

The day I get my braces off, our car ONCE AGAIN decides to NOT START. I would be less pissed if like this was the first time, but the last time this happened was like 2 days ago. I specifically said, "Our car is dead. D - E - A - D. It has officially committed suicide. You can not bring it back from the dead."  So yea. My parents spent 500 bucks on fixing it. But like I said, "You can't bring it back from the dead." But does anyone ever listen to me? EVER? No. Absolutely not. I don't mean to be racist against my own race, but ugh, ASIAN PARENTS. They are absolutely delusional! They refuse to believe that something is broken, nothing is ever BROKEN, everything is fixable and useable.

The Unwuvable.

Awwwww... I really like this guy <3

"Oh no.... she's talking about someone again...."

"Shut up blog, and listen. Do you want to be my rant buddy or not? Oh wait, I guess for now you are my confession buddy :p"

"Fine....continue..."

Ok sorry, my blog and I were just having a hear to heart. SO incredibly nice to me. He always says nice things to me, and he's just so HUGGABLE. Have you noticed that about some guys, that they are just HUGGABLE? Eeeep, hahaha I just eeped, anyways, he sticks up for me when people diss me, even when they're joke dissing, but still, it's so sweet. But sometimes he sends out weird signals :/ Or as the ever so famous Ellen Degenerous puts it, "vibrations". LMFAO (laaamaaafaowwww:)  Once or twice he has pretty much implied that he likes me, but then sometimes he'll talk about some other girl? It's so confusing, this girl, who I don't really know, he is like madly in love with her :p But I think they're not as ti-iiighhhttt, anymore. I feel bad, but at the same time I'm like yayy. He is absolutely adowabowww :l Oh geez, and the worst part, everytime I'm like by his side,I just want to touch his cute wittle face ^.^ Or I really want to hold his hand! AWwwwwww, I wuv youuu. I just wish you'd love me too :[

Songs as "visuals" 

Lol

I don't get it either xD

1. Make You Feel My Love - ADELE

2. Happy - Nevershoutnever!

3. I'm Yours - The Script

4. THE MAN WHO CAN'T BE MOVED - THE SCRIPT  ( MY ABSOLUTE TOP ONE!)

5. Still Around - 3OH!3

Pwease say you'll wuv me back :[ :[ :[ :[ :[ :[

Because I'll always be hereeee waiting for you <3<3<3

It's too bad I'm part of the unwuvable as well as the irkable. D;

Spit it out.

Hello young boys and girls. I have a question.... Why is it, that if you really really like someone, you don't just ask them out? Are you afraid of rejection? Well OF COURSE. But should rejection get in your way for someone you really like?Even me, Ms.UnnoticedBloggerFrogPrincess is terrified out of her pants that she peed in of rejection. But from rejection, you just move on. And you're probably like move on? That's so frikkin incredibly hard. It seems that way doesn't it? But when one door closes another one opens right? Maybe there's someone RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU that you don't even say, that really likes you, but you don't even notice. 

Oh geez, now my blog is sad.

But my point is, don't feel scared, and just DO IT. (Hahahah Nike) 

You'll be surprised at what will come out. Have you seen Yes Man? That's a awesomelicious movie. He has no idea what's out there, or what he wants, but he's just going for it, and in some weird way, it just works out. The only difference between someone like you and someone like him, is that you know what's out there, more like who's out there, and you know exactly what you want, and if you just  GO FOR IT, things will find a way to work out for you. 

The Irkable.

So now you know. I am part of.... the irkable. What is the irkable? The Irkable are the people who are irk-able. I am just getting SO PEEVED at like everything. For one thing, I HATE this STUPID private school. It's not the stupid sob story where I'm "hiding behind a mask" and no one will ever understand me. No, not at all. It's like I have put myself entirely out there, and everyone is just rejecting it, rejecting me. And this stupid friend thing. Friends are supposed to be there. I have no pet peeve against people changing, because change can be for the better, and I am living proof of that. But when people change for the worse.... Well what the hell am I supposed to do? You can't TELL the person that, and you can't just IGNORE it. And I am just SO SICK OF EVERYTHING. EVERY SINGLE THING. For once, JUST ONCE, can't I just live my life? Everything was going right, the friends, school, swimming, it was just so....simple. And I love simple, because when things get complicated, they're just complicated. And you know what Blog? There's a guy involved too. Doesn't that suck? Si. So Blog, until next time. 

I love you Rant Buddy.

Loving invisible children.

That my blog is a loser. And that my blog is a reflection of me.

Damn.

xD

No one reads it! 

My blog is like an invisible child.

Or Casper. But Casper had like MOVIES and stuff.

It's like one of those parents who care for their children so much, but they can't make their children famous. 

You poor child.

I will always love you blog.

It's ok if no one else will.

I will always love my invisible child.