Ugh just when I think my life couldn't get MORE screwed up then it already was it just flips and turns on me. God I hate my life.
AHHH.! I know how many times have you heard someone talk about their crappy days, but you have no idea how badly crappy days are until you've been in my shoes. It's like hiking 2 miles in .... heels. Yes it was THAT bad. I fuckin' cried about this guy just cause some girl was flirting with him. It's like, dude, bitch, back off. But it's not like I CAN do that, because he doesn't like me back. Yes the complicated part. But c'mon, for me that is just TOO DAMN PATHETIC. Crying over some girl and some guy? The worst part is that I wish he kidna knew that I was like cryin...over him.... I mean like that I could like a guy so much, that I could like *him* so much that I would CRY over him, if only he knew that he meant dat much to me. Oh well, that's just another teenage sob story. I'll live. I'm not a drama queen, I just have my occasional moment =] There's alot of shit in my life that I want to be better. I want to be happy. Hahaha it sound stupid and it is, I should just enjoy my life right? WRONG. Everytime I get like tiny glimpse of happiness someone has to come and ruin it for me. Maybe giving up would be the best idea? Idk. I don't know anythin anymore. But I guess I'll find out -_- Goody. Anyways just needed to rag on the public.
